lists.

Nov 18

who says?

who says good people gets good karma.

who says when you do good, good things will follow. 

who says says helping people brings good omens? 

all i experienced this 2 days was a complete ping pong smash 
back at these folktales. 

spent my time yesterday, wanting to help Nick for his Twisties thing.
it was nothing but a waste of time. went there, stood around like an
idiot, got sent home. saving your life? Nick? yeah?

offered transport to send people home today, and on the way
Harmony asked me to buy her some insect nets to catch bugs.
i complied.

yeah, i always comply.

teacher asked me to mentor some kids in their public speaking?

no problem.

i complied.

then get wrongly accused for not doing MY duty?

yeah, all i can do was keep quiet.

all i did was offer to help my absent teammates out to do THEIR
bloody parts. it’s not even my own responsibility.

even when i did my part.

it’s always easy to not take part in helping other people,
it’s not like it would hurt them or anything.

so why bother huh?

-zachsiow 

Nov 16

in bloody time.

if there was a time in my life where i had to account for all my days,

i wouldn’t know what to write in for today. 

totally forgettable. 16th November 2011 is a missing date in my life.

somehow it always involves walking in the rain when it comes to
hanging out with Edwin. ever since we were both 9 years old.

wish it could be girl, now.

-zachwastedayomg 

Nov 16

cafe?

Conversations rarely exist any more. 

Went out with some friends, 
everyone was holding a touch screen smartphone.
everyone was playing games with it.
around the table was silence and an occasional “Shit!” “YES!” “AWH”

Went out today to OldTown Signature.
This table beside ours were a bunch of friends of 6
5 out of 6 were busy smart-phoning.
the one left out was quiet, and then left early.

ew at technology.
even twitter is getting ew. 

Nov 09

Prince Wu Luan: So this is the most poisonous thing on Earth?

Chinese Pharmacist: No.

Prince Wu Luan: What could be more poisonous than this?!

Chinese Pharmacist: 人心 The heart(mind) of a man.

” — The Banquet.

Sep 03

Psalm 91.

 1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High 
       will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. 

 2 I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, 
       my God, in whom I trust.”

 3 Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare 
       and from the deadly pestilence.

 4 He will cover you with his feathers, 
       and under his wings you will find refuge; 
       his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

 5 You will not fear the terror of night, 
       nor the arrow that flies by day,

 6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, 
       nor the plague that destroys at midday.

 7 A thousand may fall at your side, 
       ten thousand at your right hand, 
       but it will not come near you.

 8 You will only observe with your eyes 
       and see the punishment of the wicked.

 9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— 
       even the LORD, who is my refuge-

 10 then no harm will befall you, 
       no disaster will come near your tent.

 11 For he will command his angels concerning you 
       to guard you in all your ways;

 12 they will lift you up in their hands, 
       so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

 13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; 
       you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

 14 ”Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him; 
       I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

 15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; 
       I will be with him in trouble, 
       I will deliver him and honor him.

 16 With long life will I satisfy him 
       and show him my salvation.”

Aug 26

plum in your head.

#1 had decent fun jamming with Han Yen, Dick Yen and Li Heng.

#2 need professional vocal training.

#3 LOVE the piano

#4 played FIFA 10. boring.

#5 I have a 6-day weekend and a 2 week Raya holiday after that.

#6 love plums.

#7 study,

#8 learn a challenging acoustic song. 

#9 tuition timing, tuition timing, tuition timing.

#10 Bible study at cell tomorrow :D

#11 skit, skit, skit.

#12 money!

#13 buy films. buy films.

#15 dad has an old Yashica SLR. hope it still works!!

#16 experiment on the Holga. [Jay said it’s for emo people.]

#17 take happy pictures with it.

#18 learn from Mun Keong how to play the acoustic properly.

#19 80+ days to SPM?

#20 suit up!

Aug 24

to do, this week!

#1 pay RM 50 to Madam Chan. 

#2 pay RM 40 to Leon Wee.

#3 bible study! book of James : )

#4 start going on the SPM track.

#5 jog on evenings.

#6 regular work out with the home equipment.

#7 intensive Sejarah with Mark, Carmen and Ivan.

#8 sushi making!

Aug 20

exact same place as new year’s eve.

Daniel and Gilbert. December 2009.

list of things not to do for the moment:

#1 COMMIT TO SO MANY THINGS!
#2 commit to so many bands. [why does it feel like before?]
#3 giving people my word. [it’s so good, but it doesn’t come.]
#4 slack.

list of things I should do:

#1 do happy things.
#2 with Danchai, Giljiao and Dickby.
#3 study. [this is so duh~]
#4 do plenty of accounts.
#5 be cruel! muahahahaha.
#6 cut people off cold turkey. 
#7 give my all in all I do, but do only a few. [resolution early this year] 

I can smell happiness, just outside my window.
okay, I probably shouldn’t say weird stuff on this blog.

-zachSIOW! 

Aug 16

car-washing done alone would be therapeutic sometimes. car-washing, with Gilbert, it’s around the bend.

car-washing done alone would be therapeutic sometimes. car-washing, with Gilbert, it’s around the bend.

Aug 15

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